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28 दिसंबर

मैं सोचता हू की ये तारीख हमेशा आने से पहले जद्दोजहद में क्यू टक-टक करते रहती हैं. कस्मकस यूँ की दिन भर में कई बार ऐसा लगे की बाबू कुछ तो भुलर रहा हैं. पर क्या? कुछ तो ख़ास बात हैं आज. पर क्या. अट्ठाइस दिसम्बर. रात में जब मम्मी से फ़ोन में देश-खबरी-कानून-हिसाब बतिया लिए, और लाइन बस काटना ही था तो उन्होंने बम फोड़ा की "आज पापा का जन्मदिन पड़ता हैं". रात के दस बजे हैं मतलब की पूरा दिन गुजर गया. पापा तो थोड़ी देर में सो भी जायेंगे. ये हाल पिछले साल भी था और उसके पिछले साल भी. अब क्या कहे क्यू याद नहीं रहता. किसी ने याद भी नहीं दिलाया. बावन साल के हो गए पापा. जन्मदिन की हार्दिक शुभकामनायें. तोहफा ये की अब अगली बार से नहीं भूलेंगे. ये फोटो करीब चार साल पहले की हैं. समय के आगे सब फेल हैं.

हैप्पी क्रिश्मस

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रात को सोने से पहले, कम्बल को सर से मुंदिया के सैय्या की गुफा में जाने से पहले, टेक्नोलॉजी का सादा सा उपयोग करके यूट्यूब में समुन्दर की लहरों का म्यूजिक चला दिए. दिसंबर का महीना चल रहा हैं और बहुतायत अधूरे सपनों की तरहा एक ये की गोवा में नया वर्ष मनाएंगे, ज़िन्दगी जब बारम्बार दगा देने लगी तो एक तरकीब सूझ लेनी पड़ी. सो हमने वॉल्यूम की गति फुल की और एकाएक आँख बंद करते ही गोवा के समुन्दर किनारे वाले रिसोर्ट में पहुंच गए. खुद से एक मासूम सा झूठ बोला पर किसी को कुछ बताये बिना रात हमने गोवा में बिता ली. सुबह आँख खुलते ही जब पुनः वास्तविकता में प्रवेश किया तो देखा की फ़ोन डिस्चार्ज होके शहीद गिरा पड़ा हैं और लहरें कुछ ऐसे रहस्यमयी ढंग से गायब हो गयी जैसे सिंधु घाटी सभ्यता गोल हो गयी थी. खैर वापस दिल्ली आना ही पड़ गया. मन किया तो कल रात दोबारा चले जायेंगे. गोवा अब दूर नहीं. आज क्रिश्मस हैं. छोटे में बड़ी सफ़ेद दाढ़ी वाले सेंटा क्लॉज़ के बारे में जाना था की वे रात में हर सोते हुए बच्चों के पास आकर उनके पसंद का एक तोहफा छोड़ जाते हैं. कुछ फिल्मो में देखा भी की वे कैसे आसमान में अपनी तोहफों से लदी गाड़ी...

आज का अख़बार

आज का अख़बार पढ़ना बड़ा दुस्वार था. पन्ने पलटते-पलटते पसीना इसलिये नहीं आया क्यूकी जाड़ा जकड़े हैं और हम कम्बल ओढ़ भालू बने हैं. ऐसा नहीं की देश में हाल ही में इतनी जागरूकता और स्वर्ण समाचार का इंजन दौड़ रहा हो. दरअसल अख़बार कुछ ज्यादा दिलचस्पी से पढ़ लिया आज. कुछ ख़ास ख़बरों की बात करें तो  सर्व प्रथम किसानों को विकलांग करने की जो नयी चुनाव नीति हैं वो धरल्ले से अपनाई जा रही हैं. मैं क़र्ज़ माफ़ी की बात कर रहा हू. राजस्थान के महोदय ने फ़रमाया हैं की उन्होंने मध्यप्रदेश के दस दिन के मुकाबले दो दिन में ही यह फैसला ले लिया. मान लीजिए कुछ अठारह हजार करोड़ रुपयों से व्हील चेयर बनाई जायेगी. दूसरी ख़ास खबर हैं जिसमे बुलंदशहर के हाल ही में हुए गऊ अपवाद में मारे गए एक पुलिस अफसर के विरोध में कुछ रिटायर्ड ब्यूरोक्रेट्स बहुत चिंतित हैं. इसको लेकर उन्होंने एक पत्र जारी किया और हस्ताक्षर किये की वहा के महोदय को इस्तीफ़ा देना चाहिए. उनका कहना हैं की किसी भी समाज में पुलिस वाले का कत्लेआम एक गंभीर बात हैं. थोड़े ही दिन पहले एक वीडियो वायरल हुआ था जिसमे एक होटल में इसी राज्य के एक 'छोटे' महोदय ने पुलिस वाले क...

इ जनरल डब्बा हैं

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जबर ठण्ड पड़ रही थी. मकान से एक झोलिया लेकर चले थे जिसमे रात के भोजन के लिए पूड़ी-भाजी थी, एक पानी का बोतल, एक कम्बल, एकठो मफलर, अगले दिन के लिए कच्छा और एकठो शर्ट रख ली थी. एक कॉपी भी थी ताकि समय मिले तो रिवाइज कर लेंगे. उसके भीतर प्रवेशपत्र दबा दिए थे. उसमे लिखा था की स्टेशन से केंद्र पांच किलोमीटर दूर हैं.  सुबह स्टेशन में उतर कर पहले नहाया जायेगा. इनके साथ इनके मित्र बंटू भी थे. उसने कुछ नही रखा. बोल रहा था की परीक्षा देने जा रहे हैं, मंदिर नहीं. जूता मोजा तो हम पहने ही थे. पैर में ठंडी नहीं लगेगी. रात में सगली खिड़की बंद कर दिए और मोबाइल को चार्ज में लगा दिए. हमको बहुत ख़ुशी हुई जब हम डब्बे में चार्जिंग पॉइंट देखे. इसलिए खिड़की वाली सीट को लपक के बैठ गए. भारत तरक्की कर रहा हैं. रात में एक फ़िल्म देख लेंगे.  कम्बल निकाल के बैठ गए. ससुरा छह लोग बैठा था सीट में. ऊपर सब पैर फैलाये छत बनाये हैं. बारह लोग तो ऊपर टंगे रहे. नीचेयों एक लड़का सो रहा हैं, पैर कहा फैलाये? इ जनरल डब्बा हैं.  रात में दोनों कम्बल ओढ़ के एक दूसरे के ऊपर टिकके सो गए. बंटू का मुँह खुला था और टां...

Loudspeaker is the demon

While India is vibrating with the resignation of RBI Governor, I along with my single room and windowpanes are vibrating with the gigantic sound of the demon loudspeaker since 3 days day and night, what a tragedy! This is such a cool example of the non-regulation at the local level. See, I couldn’t type as well, it is annoying, anti-peaceful. The loudspeaker can be understood as a new kind of malware that operates in human and hang the system, i.e. our mind. Our beloved supreme court has already passed a law regarding the regulation of it, saying that not more than a sound level of 75DB it should play with and that 10PM to 5AM is a no play time. 75DB because continuous engagements above this sound level could seriously harm the living being staying nearby. Besides with India’s diversity, we do not really share our celebration day. By the way, marriage is an individual thing distributing its poison equally to all the neighbors! But India is India, and it comes with no administratio...

कुआँ.. अब नहीं

एक कुआँ था कॉलोनी में जिसके अंदर अक्सर क्रिकेट खेलते वक़्त गेंद चली जाती थी और फिर कुछ ना कुछ जुगाड़ करना पड़ता था उसे निकालने के लिए, जो पूरा होता था एक रस्सी और एक टोकनी से. जितनी पानी की गहराई उतनी बड़ी रस्सी और उतनी समस्या जुगाड़ने की. फिर इधर-उधर से छोटी-छोटी रस्सिया जुगाड़ों और बाँध के बडी करलो. उसके बाद टोकनी को रस्सी से बाँध दो और शुरू करो मुहीम गेंद निकालने की. ये काफी दिलचस्प होता क्युकी सभी को पहले से ही कुए से डर लगता. गेंद निकलने की अपनी खुशी होती और बल्लेबाज से अनुरोध किया जाता की कृपया बल्ले की दिशा पे नियंत्रण दिया जाए, 'नहीं तो जो मारेगा, वही निकालेगा'. अंत में जिसकी गेंद उसका जिम्मा! फिर भी एक दिन में दो बार गेंद तो जाती ही थी. वैसे तो कुए में गेंद जाना मतलब आउट होना था. कई बार घरवाले लतियाते थे की कुए के पास मत जाओ. गिर विर गया तो क्या होगा, कौन निकालेगा, और निपट गए तो? कभी अंधेरा हो जाने से गेंद नहीं निकाल पाते थे तो रात भर बेचैनी होती थी की कही गेंद खो ना जाए.  कई बार ऐसे ही खेलते-खेलते आस-पास बैठ जाते थे और पानी को निहारते थे. साफ पानी होता और कुए के भीतर ...

India is Secular or not

This is quite a high time for the Indians and especially the one belonging to the religion Hinduism regarding the communalism that is being propagated across India by none other than our own politicians. Today Mr. Subodh Kumar, Inspector from Bulandseher was killed when a mob erupted over the news of some cow lynching. This is saddening. Soon thereafter CM of UP Mr. Yogi sanctioned 50 lakh rupees to his family. Yesterday Mr. Amit Shah was heard firing during a campaign something about Masjid and Mandir which is communal in nature. While it is not the first time he has done this. Time and again it has been reported from a vivid section of media how they provoke religious sentiments in the campaign. This is dirty politics. There are some basic questions in front of all of us. What are Fundamental Rights? How much are our administrators, our political leaders sensitized with respect to maintaining the sanctity of it? Is our society a class-based one? Why is that Indian Police force act...

गांव और गाडी

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एक पतली सडक इस प्लेटफार्म से होते हुई जाती है जो पास के गांव में मिल जाती है. वहा कुछ अनपढ़ और अधपढ़े किसान रहते है. यहाँ से उतरने वाले यात्री ज्यादातर जनरल डब्बे के होते है. यहाँ सारी ट्रेने नहीं रूकती है. जो रूकती बस कुछ मिंटो में अकबका के दहाड़ने लगती है, बौरा जाती है और चल पडती है. छोटा सा गांव है. अब लोग शहर में रहते है. शहर का खाते है. शहर की पीते है. चूल्हे की रोटी बड़े होटलों में मिलती है जिसके साथ वे सैकड़ो सेल्फी खिंचा लेते है, फिर चाओ के साथ खाते है और जेब खाली करके अपने-अपने घोसलों में चले आते है. ट्रेन जब यहाँ भूल से रुकी तो सोचा क्यों ना बाहर निकल कर एक सेल्फी यहाँ की हवा में भी खीच लू. कम से कम हवा तो ताज़ी ही है और थोड़ी शान्ति है. जितनी देर गाडी खड़ी रही, मै बाहर निहारता रहा. प्लेटफार्म की शांति पता नहीं क्यों खाये जाती है. लोगों की आँखों के नीचे काला गड्ढा है और चेहरे पे जबरदस्ती वाली हसीं. अपने ही गांव में भागे-भागे फिरते है. ऐसा लगता है की लोग खुश है और गांव नाराज़ है या तो लोग नाराज़ हैं और गांव खुश है. ठीक से समझ नहीं आता. शान्ति तो है पर बेचैनी है, धुकधुकी है. इस ट...

Late night

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He said everything is okay. The full moon above the 3-storey dilapidated building - what if it fell on the building? The colorful twinkling frill attached to the top floor like a crown. Sky is all black today. I have not seen a stars for a long time. The contrast of the street lights and the actual empty streets. What are these holding onto? It it so yellow. The transformer wire lines confused and mingling with each other racing through the city carrying electric current brought from miles away. How are they empowering so many people? Isn't it amazing? Gone are old days of candle and chimneys at least in the urban world. The late night sound of televisions and people chattering inside the buildings at their miniatured and conditioned rooms. The burgeoning population have compelled so many people to live closeby, to form communities, to co-operate, to tolerate diverse views and accomodate oneself with regular disruptions and at times revert against the unjustness. Cold wind ou...

26/11

He wore a clean & shining white shirt and black trouser. His hair was combed. He wore shoes. I wondered if he really owns this auto. He was more presentable than any other auto driver I had ever seen. I put my luggage and sat. He seemed nice and we got in conversation. Later I got to know that his son is in US doing job in a corporate. He had done Hotel Management from a reputed institute and was working at Taj Hotel some years back. He had worked at Hotel Oberoi as well. He was calm and sounding genuine. My curiosity asked him why is he running an auto even after the privileges of so many skills. He told me that one incident changed his entire life. It was 26/11. When it happened, he was there at Hotel Taj, Mumbai. His friends who was close to him, with whom he was intimate, was killed in front of his eyes and for three days he remained under table of the bar of the hotel with all pool of blood around. He only drank water, no food, only gunshots could be heard. Soon, there...

His village

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It was getting difficult to come back to this place. Whenever he was there in his hometown, he used to come here, to his village situated at the vicinity of the town, to save and make more intimate moments here, before this place loses its significance, before the people who make this place with their physical presence and constant benevolence, would depart someday leaving the place aghast, drought and seeping with memories from every corner. It is important to catch his legacy. It is important to know how it feels in this place. It is thus important for him to come here not just for the reason to save moments but also to recollect himself and relaunch afresh in one piece like a sprout from its root. Time is crucial. People are crucial. Roots are crucial. But his village is dying a slow death. His village is taking last breathe and somewhere in his mind, in his soul he knows he is worried. He knows that the river in the village which used to flow indefinitely is now dying for i...

Human again

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That crooked person used to live here in these chemically colorful and smog-filled streets. There were others who are slowly turning into just like him. He was the first and behind him was the unending queue. He was poor and had no clothes to wear except the torn & dirty he was wearing. He smelled of garbage. He used to search for food in the generated waste thrown off the street of this locality. He grew desperate every time he saw left food on the street. There was competition between him and the stray dogs to get that piece. He was always thirsty and whenever he drank it was the drain water. He had no wish. His body was sticky. He didn't bath for months. Sometimes he used to beg. He had not laughed for ages. He was afraid of the light, especially the full moon which provided light in the dark when the sun was off in the night... He felt irritated every time he saw the full moon. He used to think that no such thing exists now that it is blasphemous, that humans possess no ...

Sea yearning

He was yearning for sea. Even in his dreams, he was seeing beaches, waves. He was outbound to the center of the country, much away from the shoreline, for a goal and limited time. Restless he became and drank two glasses of water, ridiculous! He knew this will not help. He has to wait for the correct time. Anyways he was there only last month. He spent a whole week looking at the rising and descending waves. He knew he would need this when he would be on his way towards the land. Sometimes he felt as if his veins contains waves and not blood. He was addicted to sea. He could feel it all over. No, it's not taking any worse shape. He has his memories for good old days but daydreaming is not an option for him. He has to focus on his goal. So strong were his memories that he could hear sea waves and feel a walk on the beach whenever he closed his eyes.  One late night while he was half asleep, he felt drowning in the air. How could it be? He thought what this mermaid thing is? He...

Chain of lies

Becoming more and more skeptic with respect to my experience with people. This is in getting the service from the people. This is when there is the transaction of money involved. This is when people lie about their commitments. This is when people try to make fool and think that it is marketing. In fact, people doing such frauds are in the cloak of ignorance that they are the better market person. It is not like that. It is the sheer absence of law and order situation that so many people are having such kind of experience of dishonesty.  Companies and industries know that neither the state is vigilant enough to look at the situation nor the people are united enough to talk for themselves and they make the best use of this fragility. The experience with people is to the extent that people ignore someone in dire need at the roadside in the blood of the accident. They do not want to crush their crucial time and goodwill in matters of police. Now the government has realized this and ...

धूधुल होता मैहर

आखिर क्या बात है? या तो मैहर वासी एक गहरी निद्रा में डूबे हुए है जो की ये अपनी ही बनती मृत्युशैया को नकार रहे है अथवा इन्हे बारम्बार बेवक़ूफ़ बनाया जा रहा है. आखिर मैहर में धूल मिट्टी का प्रदूषण कब बंद होगा. वैसे भी ये केवल मिट्टी नहीं रही है. प्रत्येक दिन सुबह से ही ट्रक वाहनों का ताता बंध जाता है जो की मैहर के सीने को फाड़ते हुए, बीच सड़क से लगातार गुजरता रहता है. इतने वाहनों से होने वाला प्रदुषण जो की जहरीली कार्बन अन्य गैसों के विवरण को वातावरण में धूल के साथ धधोक देता है. इसे ही मैहर वासी न केवल सुबह चाय के साथ, दोपहर और रात खाने के साथ, बल्कि निरंतर हर एक सास के साथ अपने शरीर में प्रवेश कराते रहते है और मजे में रहते है. ये स्लो पॉइज़न है ज़नाब. अब मैहर तीन तरफ से सीमेंट कारखानो से घिरा हुआ है. इनसे होने वाले प्रदूषण से जो वातावरण को हानि पहुंच रही है, उसका जवाब कौन देगा? एक दशक पहले का मैहर कुछ और था जब की भूजल के ख़त्म होने की समस्या हमे नहीं सताती थी. कुछ धूल थी तो उसको संभालने के लिए कई ज्यादा वृक्ष भी थे. आज ये हमारी आँखों के नीचे से ओझल होते जा रहा है और हम इस कगार पे है की गर...

राम मंदिर - अयोध्या वाला

क्या है राम मंदिर? आखिर सब अयोध्या में राम मंदिर बनाने को इतना व्याकुल क्यों है? ये अचानक से समाचार में क्यू आ जाता है और अचानक ये मुद्दा कुछ दिनों के लिए किधर गायब हो जाता है? यह किसकी देन है और किसके द्वारा उल्लेख करवाया जा रहा है? आम आदमी इससे कितना प्रभावित है और वे किस हद तक इसपे सोच विचार रहा है? क्या वे सोच भी रहा है की बस सुन रहा है या दूसरों के निर्णयों को सुनकर बिना सोचे अपनी राय बना रहा है? कई दिन गुज़र गए है इस खबर को न्यूज़ मीडिया में पढ़ते देखते. मैंने स्कूल पढ़ लिया, कॉलेज में एडमिशन करा लिया, नौकरी भी करने लगा पर ये तमाशा अभी भी चालू है और निरंतर कुछ लोगो के मन को ठेस पहुंचाता रहा है, विभाजित करते रहा है. न्यूज़ में आम तौर से अपने आपको "हिन्दू" संगठन का हिस्सा कहने वाले लोग इसपे टिप्पड़ी करते नज़र आते है, तर्क विहीन बातें करते है और एक दुसरे की निंदा करते रहते है. ये हमेशा कोलाहल मचाते रहते है, जैसे की ये राम जी का दूसरा अवतार हो और उनके बताये धर्म को पुनः स्थापित करने की जिम्मेदारी बस इन्हे ही दे दी गयी हो. कभी ये व्याकुल से सरकारी नेता भी होते है जो उलटी-सीधी लुह...

Nature at Peril

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We need to thank nature for her generosity and modesty in sustaining all kind of living beings in her lap. Nature is hence we are. Without nature's evolution, we all could not have evolved. We could not stop thanking her for providing us with all the natural resources but more so with the breathtaking landscape experiences, the purity of which is incomparable to any other technological innovation. Needless to say, our culture & tradition only revolves around it. With the uncontrolled exploitation of freely available resources in recent decades, an imbalance has been created which is only widening with years if not stopped. Not only that, the rise in pollution level across all bases that could transmit through air, water and land will be irreversible if proper steps are not taken. It would be different if the scale of compensatory measures kept matching with the exploitation. This shows that we are irresponsible and unaware of the grave situation in front of us, although a...

Gone spider

I had a spider cob-webbed at the corner of the wall near my bedding. A small spider, brown in color, always remained at her place, doing nothing at all. For the last one week, I acknowledged her existence near me. I stopped feeling alone in my flat. She was always nearby at a sight distance. Sometimes with her immobility, I would think that she is dead. But then I move closer to her to check, and she reciprocates contracting her limbs, still afraid of me, I guess. Humans can’t be trusted anyway. Well today when I first observed her place, she was gone! She was not there. But her departure has left the place empty. Do I miss her? Where must she have gone, I wonder. She must be nearby. She may have got fed seeing my face each day. I swear, I never even tried to hurt her. She had her own personal space. Even though she is gone, her web is as it was.  I hope she will come back. I hope that next time may be in the evening when I wake up with a nap, I will find her in her plac...

Burning fire cracker is shameful

Diwali is at the doorsteps. It is celebrated throughout the nooks and corner of our country, India. A celebration based on the writings on mythological holy textbook Ramayana and so many other tales upon the return of Lord Rama from the 14 years of exile, out of Ayodhya. It is said that the people were so happy upon the Rama’s return that they lighted “Diyas” . Lightening of Diyas signifies the defeat of evil or the dark by the light, the benevolence, the path teller. Lord Rama, when exiled, was supposedly so happy that he finally got the chance to live in the forests, among the general public, with the kind and varied animal kingdom. Somehow it envisages a message on the importance of environment and natural bio-diversity on the sustenance of life on Earth. The message is that humans cannot ignore integrating with nature. Time and again, through various other means throughout the world, the importance of nature has been emphasized. However, with the advent of industrialization...

आप क्या कहते है?

गलतिया, गलतिया और गलतिया... इतनी गलती करने के बाद खेद की भावना मुझे हर दिन डुबोये देती है. कभी पैसे खो देता हूँ और कभी मान. सबसे ज्यादा खटकता है तो समय का खोना. कभी कभी जाने अनजाने में मई ऐसा काम भी कर देता हु जिसे मैं ढिंढोरा पीटकर, सुर ताल के साथ लोगो को मना करता हूँ करने के लिए. ये दो तरफी काम मुझे बाद में खाय लेता है. और फिर सब कुछ होने के बाद, मैं इस सोच में डूब जाता हूँ की मुझे क्या करना चाहिए था. बक्वासी का शिकार होना कहते है इसे. दो बार गलती स्वीकार है मुझे. किसी भी गलती को तीसरी बार दोहराना मूर्खता है. इससे ये भी मालुम होता है की आप या तो आलसी है, या जवाबदेह होने से कतराते है, या तो आपमें अनुसाशन की कमी है. गए हुए समय को वापस लाना अभी तक तो संभव नहीं हुआ है. परन्तु आने वाले कार्य को किस तरह से किया जाए की इसमें त्रुटियों की मात्रा कम से कम हो? ये निर्भर है की आप पिछली गलतियों को कितनी जल्दी विलाप की प्रितिक्रिया से निकाल कर, उसमे नमक और मिर्ची छिड़कर उसका सेवन कर लेते है... अर्थात उसे भूल जाते है. विलाप केवल एक जहर है और जहर को जितनी देर अपने करीब रखेंगे ये केवल फैलेगा ही. ...

November rain

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Once in a while, he used to come here to let go of his fears and anxiety. The city became too tough for him to restore his internal peace. He was tragically broken with people's harsh use of words. Words which used to penetrate him like a dragger across his heart. The wounds used to take ages to relieve and just accumulates one after another, days after days, nights after nights. No prayers ever listened. No god ever signaled. He felt that a cage is circumventing him with passing time but the quest is nowhere to be solved...  November is coming. He loves the month. He feels that it is a bit calmer than all the other months. He feels that November embrace it. It is that time of the year when he comes here, to his place, deep into the jungle, away from all the crowd, away from the city... So he went there walking miles, crossing the bushes and the river... He believed he has reached the place, but... This time the place was nowhere to be found. He thought that he missed the...

थोड़ी देर में नींद...

सुबह होने वाली थी. करीब करीब ४ बज गए थे. नींद तो आने से थी और इंटरनेट की गति खूब साथ दे रही थी. एकाएक एहसास हुआ की जल्दी नहीं सोया तो सुबह खराब हो जायेगी. इसलिए कमरे की बत्ती बुझाई और लैपटॉप के कार्यक्रम को इस्थगित किया. मूत्र विसर्जन के पश्चात कमरे में वापस आकर पंखे की गति तेज की. फिर अपने फ्लोर में पड़े हुए गद्दे की ओर आत्मीयता से बढ़ा. इन सब के दौरान, अपने मोबाइल फ़ोन को हाथ में ही रखा. ऐसे ही आदत से मजबूर था और अब तो मोबाइल फ़ोन जिस्म का एक अंग बन चुका है. अब मै बिस्तर के गले लग चूका था. लेकिन नींद का एहसास अभी भी नहीं हो रहा था. सोच में था की आज नींद क्यों नहीं आ रही. कहा रह गयी, अब तक तो आ जाती थी. जब और समय बीता तो बेचैन होकर मोबाइल को पुनः उठाकर उसमे समय देखना चाहा. देखा की ५ मिनट गुजर गए है बिस्तर को गले लगाए हुए और आँखें बंद होना नहीं चाहती थी. चूँकि मोबाइल को हाथ में ले ही लिया है तो क्यों न एक बार फेसबुक और इंस्टाग्राम में अधिसूचना पढ़ लू, शायद किसी ने याद किय हो, सोच कर मोबाइल डेटा चालू किया और इससे एक एड्रेनालाईन रिलीज़ होने वाला एहसास हुआ. थोड़ा अलग दौर है, अब जब नींद न...

Is career a 20th-century invention?

Going outside the door and I find so much rush behind the money. In the Television, there are populous shows which keep running & portraying the power of money and consumerism. They also set the trend for us. If you have money, you can have a good house, mobile phone, good clothes to wear, even things like “pure” water and “pure” air. Cannot humans be wild like other animals? We are indeed “humans” and not “machines”. Sadly the animal nature in us is condemned and suppressed, which compel us to hypocrisy behind closed doors. Even then the “machine” communities are not okay with that and have started surveillance. Earth is made an annoying place to live. A mistake committed a decade ago cannot be tagged with a person’s present character because we do learn from mistakes and we are not born a Superhero with perfect doses of ethics. There are government schemes running, restrictions posed by the international community because of the hampered business. People seem to be worried ...

Mob lynching & Police

The recent mob lynching case at Manipur involving a victim of 26 years of age who was an MBA from Bangalore & has been an entrepreneur running his own beverage company is shocking as the video of his brutally beaten, injury covered body lying conscious and in pain, surrounded by “sight-seeing” crowd and chattering like flies. This all has happened in the presence of police personnel in uniform & carrying their weapon. Should civil mob be allowed to take such severe measures at the pretext of maintaining law and order & doing justice themselves? Why have people resorted to such violent & horrific measure? Is it something related to the religion of the late, which belonged to the Muslim community? Are not people feeling safe in the hands of the judiciary? How to take into the accountability of the police personnel before whom the cruelty was spat? Why did they not act? Are they incapable of the responsibility they are assigned to? We need not remain puzzled with all the...

Myth I believed, Myth other students believe

Today I was talking with my younger sister in the 9 th  standard. We were discussing regarding her studies. Later I told her about my own study plans to which she surprisingly said, “Till when are you going to study?”, “you will get old doing studies”, and “you have now got the job, why are you leaving it?”… I had similar questions in my mind when I was younger, perhaps at her age. I had the statistics that by 25 I will have a job & afterward I will work for a good 30 years before my retirement. I used to look at students doing their PhDs, postgraduates or studying for some other competitive examinations & think that they have been studying since so long & it is futile for them to study till age 30. When will they work & start to earn?! Because the statistics worked simply for me, “more the time one works, more the money one earns". I never cared about the ownership and internal satisfaction which is a playful factor as well. There are people who work half-...

Future cant be foretold

Life is a complex thing. No one can certainly tell you what lies in the next second of your life. There can be a vague prediction and those are of no use. First of all, why do we need to foresee our future? What is making us lead a journey of luck sharpening instead of skill sharpening and a focused, purposeful life? Is it money disguised as a successful future? I used to be quiet confused with the subject if money is the sole thing to acquire, in order to acquire success. It is not. There is the internal satisfaction that matters more than anything. I don’t know if the soul exists or not, or what soul is, or its connection with after birth. I do know one thing that there is consciousness at different levels. The more I introspect, the more I transact from the outer atmosphere, the more I open myself keeping aside all kind of ideologies, I know that I will increase my consciousness by expanding my knowledge base & with the help of emotions. I belong to a Hindu middle-class fam...

India on cycle

On one side when there is high volatility of the face value of depreciating Rupee with a frequent upsurge in the global market, it is a cause of worry to the Indian diaspora and to the developing and maturing market with regards to the future of the nation. It is likely that not only structural but societal changes are necessary to promote a strong economy and a country which can take the load of the unstable geopolitics. We all know that rising fuel prices affect the majority of the economy. Government is trying to look forward to the renewable energy means which is a good sign. But it is said that prevention is better than cure. Renewable technology will come with its set of challenges e.g. we are unaware of its pros and cons because it has not been implemented yet and is least available, it will take a huge toll at the exchequer because we have no ready infrastructure for the same and at the end of the day the rising demand of energy may subsume the energy potential from renewable...

Should Statesman be religious in public?

Should a political leader, more of the face of the Nation openly showcase his tilts towards a particular religion? India is still a developing nation which is also going to be the most populated one by the coming decade. Because of the dearth of resource availability and immature governance, we are struggling to educate the citizen in terms of quality. In fact, unavailability of research facilities within the nation premises forces a number of students to seek education abroad. And the one remains incapable to move because of the number of constraints like family’s poor economic background etc. they either compromise with the quality of their education by performing their studies in a substandard institute or they have to deviate from their interest. In summary, we don’t have experts and quality of diversity compared to the quantum of our population. Hence we lack judgment and overall we lack critical guidance. If we do, it is short-sighted thus it prone to conflicts. Because a crick...

"Right" Awareness

Should we stop telling the children that one day, when they are going to be old & they will become a superhero or super rich? It is simply the conditioning of the mind and the human brain are good with adaption even at a comparatively higher age. Although more care is needed at the lesser age. But the question is, who will set the bottom line? Before this, do you at all care about this? Is it all sham to you? We all have come across people with ‘their’ kind of ideology, even if they are a follower of some standard version, they deflect little bit from it & form one of theirs. Some kind of remain inside the bubble that they have formed around them, some improvise to be a better version of themselves. Is improvisation necessary when life is so short? Well, why not? Why spend even a single second in a lesser world? But don’t you forget to live your leisure for that one second. Most part of my life, I was under the illusion that I am a special born, that the world revolve...

Societal coexistence

We live in a civil society which refers to a civilized group where diverse kind of people stays. To the finite population, the finite resources have to be made avail so that peace, harmony & sustainable life can be maintained. Human beings are supposed to be the most intelligent creatures on Earth and each one of us are thinking. Generally, the thought process of the people is greatly affected by the environment they are staying in and are a part of. All of us think differently. To us, violence & nonviolence is a different subject. Although in a cosmopolitan society, where people from various environments have come together, coexistence is a challenging task. We are the witness of the digital revolution which has given globalization its truest support in such a short period of time. An idea so spreads that it influences the aspect of living and tries to break the conservatism in a particular society. It is a new kind of culture. There are different strata in a society whi...

Happy Independence Day - 2018

15 August, Nearly all the Indians are vibrating with the enthusiasm that fills us all with the chanting of the words “Independence”, “Freedom”, “ Aazadi ”.  Some 72 years ago, this land which is almost 2% of the world’s total area, got one Identity, the identity of one Nation and the base of democracy were established. We got independence from the British who had been ruling us for almost two centuries. In the period of their ruling, we were turned into a raw material house for the development of Britain. We were robbed out of our available resources, our creativity of craftsmanship and subjugated many people under the chains of landless peasanthood. Overall development of the people stand-stalled. Isn’t it important for all of us to understand why in the first place we came into the hands of these colonialists? Bit by bit how over a period of years our rulers lost their battles and land rights? We never fought together. India of today was no India before. We were a disinte...

Reservation

Truth & non-violence holds greater significance than any other means of propagation through the life of any living being. There had been many pioneers who had proved and provided us the inspiration to remain grounded with these propositions. In India, for the last 7 decades, since the time of independence, we have a policy of reservation. There are certain reserved seats in government jobs & educational institutions for some considered backward castes of India. Our constitution fathers decided to uplift these sections of the society by providing them leverage over the forward castes for a period 10 years. However, because of the political situation in a diverse country like India, we have not been able to get rid of this policy. In fact, now vote bank politics are being played over it & country instead of moving towards a common goal of equal & just society is indeed moving backward. It is quite clear that in India we have formalized various data of the demographi...