Our identity as a digit

How my mind keeps on wandering, what attaining Moksha would be. How would it feel to have finally attained the truth? To come to know the ultimate truth? How would we ever know that we have attained the ultimate truth and have reached the salvation stage? Who could guide us in this material world? What are the ways of attaining it? What does it takes to attain it?

Well, they say, attaining Moksha will pull you out from the birth-death cycle in the material world. But where does it take us to? To an ocean, like we are the river.

What energy does Sun emit? Is someone hidden out of the immense energy keep emitting from Sun? Sun may be one of the oceans. After attaining Moksha of earthly level, do we mix with the Sun? Think how big the ever expanding universe would be and how many other Sun-likes would there be? All of them emitting immense amount of energy, all may have bound some earth-like world with them. After attaining the Moksha, and after have mixed with the Sun, do we go to another world of higher level? Is Sun a gateway to move to that another world? So, no doubt we will remain stuck into life cycle of this earthly world till we attain Moksha, till we reach the gateway, Sun. 

We do say remaining in a place for a long time, to have entertained every bit of matter will make your mind impatient for leaving that place. Does this mean, we will remain in earth and will not opt for walking down the path of Moksha, till we have lived and have entertained all of the earthly matter? That after getting bored of all the possible ways of getting entertained, one becomes a sadhu or a yogi, to leave everything behind what that belongs to the materiality.

We are all traveler and our path is never ending and attaining God is not possible, like infinity could not be perceived. We will always tend towards infinity after attaining Moksha(s) in all the hierarchies of different worlds of varying energies. Our journey starts from -1(∞) and end at +1(∞), to God.

One has two unique types of experiences in our material life on earth. They are perfect in their full power. Consider a scale of numbers from -1 to +1. -1 & +1 are those two unique experiences at the extreme ends. Now, what are these experiences? How do we have these? It depends on us mostly. We are human beings, living social animals on earth. For there are many animals around us that have more or less same intellect and thus we attract each other, we compare each other a lot and we interact. These interactions lead us to -1. More we spend our limited time interacting with each other and with different types of living animals, more we get outer experiences of life. However, this spent time with other people will depart us from ourselves; we will be more close to -1.

Sadhus and yogis, who spend a lot of their time doing meditation and similar activities, indulge into the inner self world move more towards the +1, the ultimate truth. They say truth lies within; God lies within; And God is the ultimate truth; to attain God is to attain +1, to successfully have solved all the inner conflicts, live with no complexities, free from all lies and prejudices. Attaining +1 is attaining salvation, Moksha. We will stop taking more births on the material worlds. 

We are all unique beings, we all have varying level of uniqueness. There are countless digits between -1 & +1, e.g. -.005,-.0000005, -.00000000000002, +.01, +, 0000000000001. More the digits more will be the number of people at different level of their intellects. We are all unique with a tag of the uniqueness, attaching us with a particular digit between -1 & +1. We represent the value of the digit, that ratio value, ratio between the external and internal interactions. Our true identity is that particular digit.