Aatishi

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Last evening I tapped Aatishi. Okay, she was sighing peacefully inside her silver shell, deep within the ocean, among the pearls and the gems. To hell with me. Why would I go around her? My silly instinct, my too harsh voice, my indignance had led her into distress.

Oh no. The ocean was angry at me. I am a rock. I thought I could win with my arrogance. My bad attitude was all over me. I was fighting with Aatishi. How could I!? I did not want that. My ego was over me. I did not realize.

She started to cry. The flurry was all over me. I was awakened out of my falsity. I felt shattered when I heard her cry. She later retracted into her shell. The ocean was concerned and my heart fell silent. I could hear no whales singing. The sun was at the horizon and it was all dark. Can you imagine?

I tried to knock at her shell. I sang my prejudices away. I attenuated my pardons. She sang in soft sighs and fell asleep. I laid low. My thoughts were around her. The morning was okay. I requested her whereabouts. She was trying to sing back.

I am just a rock. I am afraid to go nearby. My attitude is so bizarre. I couldn’t trust myself with that. I will stay away. I will stay silent. May I request the ocean to keep telling me about her songs, her happiness? I wish she whispers her sighs to me. I wish she thinks of me someday.

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